::..sAYinG It oUT LOuD..::

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Okay people, read this carefully. Make no mistakes okay..

My MSN is da_piscean[at]hotmail.com

And my Friendster's sacred_raven193[at]hotmail.com

Not the other way around. Like want to sakit jiwa already explain to everybody. So now I'm putting it here.

It's not that I don't have MSN for both addresses but I seldom use the second account.

And speaking of MSN, so sorry to those I chatted with over the past few days. MSN is a bit messed up over here. Sakit hati gilerrrrr! I stopped counting how many times I logged in and out in one session after the fourth time it happened.

And to those yang nampak my nickname and IM-ed me but I didn't reply, so sorry also, same case as above. Sometimes I get your IMs sometimes I don't.

So sorry...

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Okay, confirmed, serious I sakit jiwa already with the General Office people except for Michael of course. Oooh, he came to the rescue yesterday in GV's class.

Like this, yesterday, in GV's class, the microphone went missing, well the cable that connects the microphone to the amp went missing so GV had to shout. Thing is, GV's this slight old man(that we absolutely love. No kidding) that has this soft voice who loves calling us "Dearest" or "Darling". So, while he was lecturing, he stopped in the middle of his sentence and shouted and waved at someone at the back. So, I looked up and saw, jengjengjeng, MICHHHAAAEEELLLL(!) coming into the class with the cable in his hand. And then for the next few mintues that GV was lecturing, I totally blanked out and watched as Michael deftly connected the microphone to the amp. Eventhough I love GV but with Michael there....waiseh! All thoughts gone weeeeiii! Haha.

Anytheway, back to the original story on why I sakit jiwa with the office people is becccaaauuuussseee they're making it compulsory for us to attend this APA briefing next Saturday. That means, we will have to replace our Mass Comm classes on a Monday and a Tuesday which means our classes will again end as late as 7.30pm on those days which means by the time we get back to MC, the food will be finished already because the MAHSA and the other UTAR students will finish them up first which also means that we'll have to eat food that none of us would want to eat but have to and be super beat and go to sleep super early and then cannot go online and surf the net.

Haha. Anyone understand or not?! If anyone can understand, I'll give you 5 bucks.

Another reason is because since we entered undergraduate studies, every single one of our lecturers and tutors have not yet forgotten to tell us about the APA style referencing so much so that how to do the referecing is practically etched in our brains and I swear I can even type them out in my sleep. And now they're making us go for this briefing. TWO hours pulak tu! *pulls hair*

And then you know what made me even more sakit jiwa with them?!

Ms Cynthia came into Mr Chok's class and told us that the briefing will be on a Saturday from 9 - 11 a.m.

Class : We got class la that time...
Ms Cynthia : What class? What time? On a Saturday?
Class : Yes!
Ms Cynthia : *still very much sceptical* People do no conduct lectures on Saturdays! That's just NOT natural.

Me : *to Sze Yi* THAT'S what we told them in Sem 2 but did they listen?! NO!

So selamba can say having classes on Saturdays is not natural. ISH!

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I have the best and the most sporting of aaaalllllllllll the sporting - est tutors ever found on earth! Honest to God, I DO!

Today started with Mass Comm tutorial and since today's was the first class, Ms Liana insisted on not doing any work and getting to know us. She made us tell stuff about ourselves and the name of our boyfriends/girlfriends should we have one. She insisted that she has to know so that if somehow our grade slips, she'll know whom to blame. LOL.

And then when anyone comes late for class, she'll turn to us and go, "Class, what was my first rule just now?" And when we stared at her blankly, she'll continue with, "Remember I told you that any latecomers would be asked to stand in front and sing.." when really, she just made up the rule five seconds ago. And the first victim wassss Amelia (Anne Martin to you MGSIans. Yep, she's in my class.   ) But of course Amelia somehow got away with it but when Pei Yee came in, Amelia went "Pei Yee, you have to either stand in front or on the table and sing Negaraku". And Ms Liana went, "You can be my assistant".

And then off to Communicative English with Mr David( I refuse to call him by his surname because I can't pronounce it. Haha) He made us get into groups according to our states. And the Perakians consisted of Amelia, Mun Kit(very cute guy. Every girl that bumps into him has developed some sort of crush on him one way or another) Kah Bee, this one other girl and yours truly. Mr David told us to list down the attractions in our respective states and persuade the rest of the class to come down to our states.

Amelia : What else is in Perak besides food?
Me : Behind Ocean?!
Everyone burst out laughing except for Mun Kit who went;

Mun Kit : What's behind Ocean?
Me : You don't know meh?!
Mun Kit : *still very much blur* ...Urm, Super Kinta?!
Me : OMG! Come down to Ipoh and I'll show you.

And then;

Amelia : Okay. Tourist spots?! We've got Pangkor...
Kah Bee : Lumut.
Me : Lost World..
Mun Kit : Teluk Bahang..
Amelia : WOI! You really come from Perak ka?!
Me : Did you or did you not take and pass Geography?!

Later still, while the four of them were trying to identify this particular food...

Amelia : It's an omelette. And in it, you can find seafood and all.
Mun Kit : Nasi Pattaya! (and he said that so confidently some more okayyyy!)
Amelia : *smacks forehead*
Me : Nasi Pattaya got RICE inside the omelette NOT SEAFOOD!

I think Amelia really wanted to somehow smack him but since he was sitting in front with me, she couldn't. Haha.

Mun Kit : *squeezing in between this reeeaaalllyyy small space to get to the front* I'm thin!
Amelia : Are you trying to say something?!
Me : Oooohhh, you are in trrrooouuubblllleee! Haha

And later, when it was our turn to present, Mun Kit & I both had to squeeze in between the small space to get out.

Mun Kit : *after he squeezed in* Eh wait, I'll turn the table for you. Give you more space.
Me : AMMMEEELLIIIAAA!!! Mun Kit's insulting meeeee!
Amelia : Eh, I belasah you later ah Mun Kit!

Oh God, I'm starting to love them already! Haha 

And we found out Mun Kit has this reeeaaalllllyyy cool tattoo on the nape of his neck. It's kinda like this Grim Reaper thing with a skull. Not too big nor too small. Just nice. He refused to let us see it for fear of getting caught by Mr David but Amelia actually pulled his shirt down while we were listening to Sze Yi & Kelvin and we got to see it. He said he's going to take it off before he graduates because he aims to become a steward and it seems they have to go through a body check so... 

And now, I can't wait for our next class when we will again get together in that small cramped space of a room they call a "class" and laugh and make noise again. See, I'm enjoying this year already!

*huge ass grin* 

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Auntie Rosie's coming for a visit.

Abdominal pain. Knee pain (totally not related. But I'll tell the whole story later when I'm more rajin)

I slept for more than 12 hours from yesterday evening till this morning. Gila ke tak gila?!

And I'm still effing sleepy!

Now there's this someone who's asking me about the Pengajian Malaysia essay questions. I told you it is up to yr bloody interpretation then it is up to YOUR bloody interpretation la you dim - witted moron!

I'm not even going to try being nice today. I can't be bothered. 

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I'M SOOOOO NOT IN LOOOOVVEEEEE......

*to the tune of Air Supply's All Out Of Love*

......with Pengajian Malaysia la!

What? You think that was meant for a guy?!

Takda masa please.

My dream guy's not in Malaysia and he's gay. Sakit hati sungguh!
Sharon promised to go with me to Ireland and counsel him a bit. EJ's the counsellor. So, have to wait for J to get her Master then WE'RE COMMMIINNNGGG MAARRRKKKKYYYY BAYYYBBEEEE! 

Anyways, back to Pengajian Malaysia, I have decided that I will dislike Mr Chok greatly becaue well, I just don't like him. My essay is done with and if he doesn't pass it along to Pak Lah, mengamuk satu kelasssss!

Serious mood swings.

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I is hunnnngggaaaaarrryyyyyyyyyyy!

I is wanting to eat but I is too lazy to go downstairs.

I is needing a personal maid...

Blergh~! I sound retarded. Annoying giler kan?!

My Cinta VCD cannot work weeehhh! 

So, now I'm compensating with Love Actually.

I nnnneeeeddddd entertaiinnnnmmeeennnnttt! 

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Why is it that people always assume, since I am a Malay girl, that I will be able to whip up amazing essays in BM that can make the lecturers go "Wow, you are so amazing I should sembah you right now!", whenever needed?!

FYI you ignorant fools, I have non Malay friends who can whip up more amazinglyextraordinaryandinteresting essays than can make me want to crawl into a hole and hide myself for three years and only come out when I have magically make myself over.

And why is it that everytime I come up with amazinglyextraordinaryandinteresting English essays, people will look at me some kind and go "Did you have help with this?!"

GOD, INSULTING SOME MORE CANNN?!

What?! Am I supposed to only be able to speak and write in BM perfectly and not English AND BM?!

Goons la you people! Go stand in the middle of the road and get run over by huge trucks please.

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Pertama sekali, I HATE MY NEW ID PICTURE!

SERIOUSSERIOUSSERIOUSHATE!

I DESPISE, LOATHE, DISLIKE GREATLY( A NICER WAY TO SAY "HATE" ) DAN YANG SEWAKTU DENGANNYA THE PICTUUURRREEEE!

I look like some retard. Smiling at nothing.

Okay la, at least I did smile, but my tudung was like so messed up.

But then I was thinking, "Takpelah, pakai ID pun waktu nak masuk kampus jek. And when nak ambil periksa"

THEN

I saw, my name was written like this tau;

Siti'afifah.

Idiotic some more cannnn???

Eyyyy, rase macam nak pijak - pijak the ICTC people!

I gave them back my ID. I demanded a new ID. I'll be getting it next week.

Siot nak mampus!

Other than that incident, my day was fun actually.

Finished class at 10a.m. Mr David's class was awesooommmeeee! Kyle(This really talkative & funny guy. If you happen to sit in front of him during classes, sure cannot concentrate) joined our class, so PR5 is getting more and more crazy. Mr David kept calling him Aster. See, his name is Aster Kyle something. He insisted that everyone call him Kyle and everytime someone shouts "Aster", he'll either give you a death stare or cover his fave with his hands or feign a temporary hearing impairment.

And then, while Mr David was talking to Kyle and Pui Kar and Francis about something in front, Kar Leng actually took out this loaf of Gardenia bread spread with jam, four cups and a huge bottle of orange juice and started picnicking in the middle of the class.Can toast people some more ohkay! Lucky thing she didn't just get up and shout "YUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMMM CHAAAAAAAAAAAA!". Haha.

Mr David told us last week that since our class starts early, he doesn't mind if we bring in food into class. But Kar Leng, wallllllaaaahhhh, mengada gila! Haha.

Since class ended at 10am and Sze Yi and I were supposed to attend Yoga's AGM at 2.30pm, loitered at the cafeteria where we saw Zi Yun and CEREENNNAAAAAA! Serious miss her! She was telling me that she's taking Intro to Chinese and she nearly died just learning how to write her name. We are kinda worried that the paper will pull down our CGPA.(I'll be taking it next sem) GV some more scared us by saying that once your CGPA goes down, it's hard to get it back up. Scary some more caaannnnn?!

Mr Boo joined us much later and we found out that he is getting A CARRRRR! We already booked the car for our use. He'll send us to and fro campus and MC and we are SO going out more now that he has a car! Best best! Oh and we got TWO free Coffee Bean vouchers EACH in conjunction with the grand opening of their new branch at Jaya 33. Double best best!

And then, AGM at 2.30pm. AGM was fun, actually. We had to go to the cafe to get the food and met Mr GV.

"For me ah?"
"No sir. Sooorrryyyy! Haha"
"Okay, potong markah!"

Sky came to the AGM. And he got voted as the EXCO. SO YAYYYYYY! FYI, Sky is this guy from PD that I got to know during Yoga lessons. He used to help me with the table - folding work before lessons. I usually will pass the tables to him, he'll snap it close in minutes and stack it behind the class. Haha. So yeah, that was how I got to know him, from our table - folding activities and me correcting his postures. There was this one time, we were supposed to do the Corpse posture and we were supposed to lie face down and he was facing up. So;

"Aren't we supposed to be in the Corpse posture?"
"Yalah, I'm in the Corpse posture la"
"We are supposed to face down la doink"
"Hehe. Lupaaaa..."

Aiseh, will miss him la this time around. *sob*

Anytheway, the food was good. Got teh tarik some more. Bee Bee even forced me to fill my water bottle with the leftover teh tarik just because I casually said "I can drink this everyday". If I die from kencing manis, I'll come back and haunt her! Hampeh punya kawan.

There were a few leftover karipaps and sponge cakes and sandwiches. Packed it for everybody and when we arrived at MC, practically passed them over to Kuan Ting, Ching, Mun Kit and their friend. I swear, if I see even one more karipap, I'll burst.

All in all, today was really fun. What with meeting back with the former TB12 people. And other old friends. Can't wait to start our new Yoga sessions. And go jalan - jalan around PJ with Mr Boo's new car!

Lalalalalalalalalalala~!

Long ass entry kan?! Haha.

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With Fathers' Day looming, I realise I am getting more and more emotional and homesick.

I got a wee bit teary eyed while writing in the Fathers' Day card I bought for the father.

I miss my dad weeehhhh! I'll be seeing him tomorrow though. But still, when I was still in Ipoh, I used to snap at him most of the time. Sometimes, his questions will go unanswered just because I wasn't in the mood to talk to him. Or when he comes back from work, his greetings will only be greeted by a "Hmmm" and then I will go straight back to watching the TV.

Then, since I came to PJ, I realised how much I miss him. When I was younger, I was so close to him. He used to teach me Math and Science. He dropped me off at school without fail, every single day. He brought back Archie comics for me everytime he comes back from abroad.

And then, as I got older, I became closer to my mum. So close that sometimes I forgot that my dad was in the same room too.

And then I came to PJ. Yeah, I miss my mum and the brother and the sister. But I miss my father more. I used to wait for phone calls from home because then I get to talk to him. Last year, the talks lasted only a few minutes compared to the talks with my mum which can last for a whole half an hour or more. Now, I'm proud to say that the talks with my dad is getting longer and longer.

I am crying as I am writing this. I don't know why I am so bloody emo today. But I just realised how much I have taken my dad for granted. It just hit me how much he has sacrificed for us...for me. I ask for things, unreasonable things at times. Although he can't get it for me there and then, he tries to. And more often than not, I will somehow get it, be it a month or a year from now. I know it's hard for him to have two kids in private unis and the other one going off soon, that's why I try not to go out too much. I wanna help him. I wanna lessen his burden.

It scares me some time that I am going to lose him one day. And I realise that I don't want him to leave this world without him knowing that I love him and me regretting about things that I have done to hurt him.

And that is why I am going to make sure that I won't...

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I nearly forgot this..

To the sister,

Happy 24th Birthday!

*Mabuk perfumeeeeeeeeeee.....! Wakakakakakka! 

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People always say, "I love you with all my heart". But when you translate it into BM, it becomes, "Saya sayang awak dengan sepenuh hati". Isn't heart, when translated into BM, is supposed to be "jantung"? I mean hati is liver kan?!

What kind of a name is Girlie?! I pity the kid. Most probably the kid will be subjected to years of teasings. My heart goes out to her..

 Why is it when people address kids, they go like this, "Welcome boys and girls" and when addressing adults or young adults, they go "Welcome ladies and gentlemen". Why can't it be girls and boys or gentlemen and ladies? Why the other way around?

........APA briefing definitely was not beneficial.

I did everything else but listen. 

Seriously boring I just want to crawl out of the lecture room.

Some more, we were stuck with the Graphics Design people who were sooooo boring AND they were paying attention okayyyyyy! Outsiders can actually diffrentiate who is in which course. Those who were sitting with their backs turned away from the librarian, who was giving the briefing, or eating or doodling or sleeping were definitely the PR students.

Some more kan the librarian kept referring to us as the Multimedia students. He got the Graphics Design students right though. So menyakitkan hati. 

BUT Prince Chubby was sitting two rows in front of me. So at least can la cuci mata a bit. I realised that for the whole two hours, he was paying attention and even if he wasn't paying attention, he wouldn't talk to his friends okay. He would try his best to get his attention back to the librarian. Unlike the rest of us....SO salute him okay!

Plus Michael was there earlier. He was setting up the amp. Of course la he looked good. I always see him in work suits but today he was wearing smart casual. So deliciously good looking I want to give him floweeerrrrssss! Haha. 

And then my brilliant brilliant classmates left in the middle of the briefing to go outside and they left Sze Yi, Mei Ling and yours truly. And when they came back, funnily enough at the end of the briefing (nampak sangat ponteng) one was screaming "SIIITTIIIIIIII!" and one snapped his fingers right beside my ears while I was talking to Sze Yi (I swear, if I die of shock one day, I'll be coming back to haunt you!) 

 And now I am just so bored I can eat my own arms just to see if they taste good. I CAN ROT TO DEATH WEEEIIIII! Cannot go out because the Psychology people got replacement class, hence no Bee Bee and Sze Yi is going off the her grandparents'.

I should have skipped the briefing and balik Ipoh kan?!

So much more fun that way.... 

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I woke up this morning and suddenly remembered the story Mi Shel told us two weeks ago about this Chinese lady at the DSA who has something against Chineseor something like that and it got me thinking..

Is it still racism when you don't like people of your own race?

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Okay..

Prince Chubby HAS A NAME!

A'doh! Of course he has a name, right? But I have finally found out his name! SO love Ms Hoo right now! Haha.

Apart from his name, which Sze Yi and I technically have found out earlier(one day, while he was sitting in front of me, he signed his name at the bottom of the page. So when we got a hold of the attendance, we started guessing his name la and Sze Yi and I chose this one name and went, "I think it's this name. Dunno la why, fits him.." something along that line la. Yes Michy, you may laugh at my kemengadaan now. And then yesterday, Ms Hoo called out the name, and we saw him raising his hand. Sze Yi and I so can become spies ohkkayyyyy! FBI can hire us! Woooooottttttt~!) he also has A CARRRRR! Deja vu all over....

It's making me sound materialistic kan? But we need a car to get to campus laaa! That's why I so can't wait for Mr Boo to get his car! You see, with a car, we can get out from MC at least a half hour before class. Not an hour before.

Besides, that way, we can wake up a little bit later. Some more this sem, out of the five days that I do have classes, four of the days, I have to be at campus by 8a.m. Penyeksaan terlampau namenye. 

So, the big question is.....

Should I go befriend him now?

Haha. Mengaderness!

If I go befriend him, I have to befriend Mr F (my classmate who is extremely close to Prince Chubby) first. Then when I can infiltrate into their gang, then can execute my next move which is to befriend Prince Chubby. Find out if he's available, if he's not, befriend him still and use him for the sake of free rides to and fro campus. If he's available, befriend him still and keep him from gaining a girlfriend until we graduate. 

MBWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! 

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MyCommunicative English lecturer cum tutor, Mr David, has this habit of teaching us new words and how to pronounce them. So today, he listed down a few words and started asking us the correct way to pronounce them.

Mr David : G - a - o - l.
Kyle : GA - WOL!
Anne : GOAL!
Mr David : It's the place where you put prisoners in.
Amelia : So, it's a prison cell la? How do you pronounce it?
Mr David : What's another word for prison?
Amelia : Jail.
Mr David : THAT'S how you pronounce it.
The WHOLE Class : HAHHHHH? Sir, you lying la sir!

And then he gave us some French words such as melange.

Mr David : How do you pronounce m-e-l-a-n-g-e?
Kyle : ME - LON!

After he corrected Kyle,

Mr David : E - a - u d - e t - o - i - l - e - t - t - e?
Kyle : EWWW, THE TOILET!

I tell you, if I didn't know any better, I'd swear that Kyle was trying to single - handedly destroy the English language.

And lastly,

Mr David : C - h - a - n - e - l?
Class : Sha - nelllllllll!
Mr David : Ah, you don't go pronouncing it as Channel okay?
Kyle : Sir, judging from your expression, I'd say that you have had a bad experience concerning this word right?
Mr David : No. My friend went up to a counter and started asking for Channel No 5.
Kyle : "Your friend" ah sir?! *wink wink*

LOL