::..sAYinG It oUT LOuD..::

Things That Siti Would Like To Do That She Can’t Do….Yet

 

1)      Sleep on my bed..at home. I miss my bed, my room and my duck.

2)      Listen to my iPod. Patrick’s still in rehab, by the way. Ishhhh…

3)      Go bungee jumping…and white – water rafting. Or sky – diving.

4)      Go camping.

5)      Watch Jerry Maguire. And reenact the scene where Tom Cruise was apologizing to Renee Zellweger, trying to get her back, with Geeta.

6)      Watch all of my Westlife VCDs and listen to all of their albums.

7)      Hug someone.

8)      Meet up with Amirul and Azuan. See what they’ve been up to so far.

9)      Sleep off the next week.

10)  Pick up Ling at KLIA.

11)  Fly off to Australia and give Fang a surprise visit.

12)  Go back to school, see my beloved monkeys

13)  Reunion with everyone from MGSS 2001/2005 for the last time, before EVERYBODY goes off, for real.

14)  Do a movie marathon.

15)  One on one chat. Like lets-sit-down-and-have-a-real-chat chat.

16)  Meet Mark.

17)  Fly off to another country, just for the fun of it.

18)  Fall for someone that’s NOT a jerk..for once.

19)  Attend another UNICEF camp.

20)  Eat a huge silver platter of Ferrero Rochers

21)  Figure out a way to make two people talk to each other, again.

22)  Sock someone in the jaw for hurting someone that I care about. Wrong move, buddy. Tsk.

23) Go to a rock concert. And just let my hair down.

23)  Not being looked at as the mother hen. I’m sick of it. A compliment, yes but also a friggin’ curse.

24)  Tell off whomever that said “looks don’t matter”. Pffttt..

25)  Stand in the rain.

26)  Laugh for no reason.

27)  Eat my mum’s kueyteow soup.

 

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Does not listening to Malay songs make you less of a Malay?

Or how about NOT eating “sambal belacan”?

Or being friends with non – Malays?

I rarely listen to Malay songs and when I do listen to them, I don’t go around announcing it to other people. Some of my friends have noticed it and they almost always will go :

“Siti mane dengar lagu Melayu…”

Usually, I will say something back, but lately I’ll just keep quiet. It bothers me though, the insinuations. But what to do?! Let them think what they want. I just can’t be bothered anymore.

I don’t eat “sambal belacan” cause I can’t stand spicy food.

Baju kurung is not exactly my favourite attire. But I do wear them when I need to or when I want to.

I like having friends of different races, different nationalities. Exploring new culture is fun, you know.

I absolutely hate it when people think we should stick to our own kind, to our own race.

What are we? Prehistoric people?

What’s wrong with mingling?

What happened to “Bangsa Malaysia”?

“In the end, what IS Malay?” – Putri (Gol dan Gincu : The Series )

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Had English assessment today. Blanked out after reading the essay questions. *sigh*

 Then, on to Econs midterm. Only thing that i can say is that lucky thing i studied! Haha. The calculation part was frustrating cause i didn't read that part. Everyone was a little bit frustrated judging from the sounds of people sighing and the bouncy legs and the dripping sweats. Only Mr Boo was relaxed. I tell you that guy, he was listening to his MP3 while doing his Econs paper and also during English assessment. He turned the volume to max(if i'm not mistaken) until almost everyone could hear the songs. Tsk.

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Anyway, English was so fun today, probably because a lot of things happened. And Mr Goh kept reminding us of our Econs midterm.

Mr Goh : Is this the first time all of you are learning Economics?

Most of the class : Yesss..

Mr Goh : So, you have to learn the Supply curve and the demand curve...

Lai Mun : What are those?

Jie laughed.

Lai Mun : No, seriously. What are those?!

Either she had been missing the past five weeks or so or she is just unbelievably ignorant.

And then, during tutorial, Cerenna, Balan and I got picked on quite a lot by Mr Goh. Every few exercises or so..

Mr Goh : Can we have Cerenna for number 1 please?

or

Mr Goh : Balan, would you like to try?

or

Mr Goh : Come on Ct, explain to us about your culture.(Though i kind of knew he would want me to read that passage. Just had a feeling. Lol)

But the funniest incident was when Balan and i were asked to read out this dialogue between a doctor and a patient called Amira. Somehow, Balan got to be Amira, so to get into character, he put on this really girly voice that got us all laughing.

It was nice to be able to laugh like that considering we were going to sit for our midterm that afternoon. Kind of like releasing tension la. Lol.

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To Wen Qi : You still owe me 50 bucks! Haha.

I complimented you on your dressing this morning, i listened to your speech, i retuned your speech, i helped you tie your friggin' tie, i shushed the others when they were making noise while you were giving your speech.

Total : 50 bucks. I don't care! I know your father doesn't own the Royal Mint, but i want the goddamned 50 bucks that was in mint condition that you were holding this morning.

*evil laugh*

I'm thinking of going to Germany, find the Portugal team, pull Deco to one side and pelt the whole team with raw eggs. Who's joining me?!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! The agony! The pain! The hurt!The disappointment!

 

*faints*

Ber, i know you're not reading this NOW, but i know you will, ONE DAY.

I told you Brazil's going down, but NOOOOO you mati - matian defended them. Haha. Invincible, my foot! You should know better maa, Ct kan mulut very the masin! *Bluek*

Anyway, i DID stay up until 4 something but i didn't watch the match. Knew the result from Danny who called me early in the morning just to inform me that and to mope over England together. Lol. He told me how worthy it was to stay up late and watch the match and then i told him i wasn't interested in the France vs Brazil match.

Me : I was on MSN with my sister. Wasn't interested in that match la.

Danny : NOT INTERESTED?! What kind of a human being are you?!

Haha.

 

Yesterday was someone’s birthday. Someone I hold very dear to my heart. Clay’s turned 21 yesterday!! YYEEEYYYYY!!! Haha.

While I was wishing him I realized that I’ve never actually thanked him for everything he did in the years that I’ve known him. I never actually told him how lucky I am to have met him. So, here goes.

Two years ago, I met Clay through a mutual friend. Our meetings were strictly business(ceeewwwaaahhh!), at first. The fourth formers were organizing that year’s LTC and Fang, in her effort to help me, suggested that we have a Capoeira session. So, she gave me Clay’s number who happened to be Xtreme Capoeira Grupo’s President. The first time I was supposed to meet him, we were supposed to meet up under the Kenyon Cottage but when I went there, I only saw a group of Kadet Polis people and their instructor. So, I went inside Trinity Hall to help the others with the LTC preparations. Then, Fang came in;

Fang : How come you’re not outside?

Me : What for? He’s not here yet what…

Fang : He’s outside la doink. The Kadet Polis instructor is Clay la.

Foolishly, went outside. Intimidated at first cause this guy’s like so stern. Plus, he was barking at the Kadet Polis people about something. After talking to him, found out he’s a nice guy after all.

After that first meeting, we kept in touch cause we were to arrange the venue, the fees etc. After that, the times spent on the phone became personal. I would usually tell him about the Prefectorial Board and the teachers who were giving me hell and he would tell me random things, how he got this bruise on his forehead, why he dates Malay girls etc. From a stranger, he became a friend, a close friend.

By the time LTC rolled around, I had already considered him as my big brother. He knew almost everything by then, from the stress that was taking its toll on me to my decision to quit from the PB(but he talked me out of it) I used to call him up and scream as loudly as I can and he will just listen, wait for me to calm down, and then tell me things that I want to hear. I used to tell him things that I didn’t tell anyone, things that I was too scared to talk about He was my personal sounding board, and also my confidant.

Soon after, something very personal happened. And I got hurt, badly. I was so mad at him. I continued to be even when I wasn’t. Once, I nearly broke down on the phone because I was so frustrated with him that I hung up. Then, he SMS-ed me and apologized. I knew then, he didn’t do what he did on purpose. Somehow, he was protecting me, from himself. I started to realize it would be foolish if I lose a friend just because I can’t accept his decision. Not just a friend but one of those friends that I cherish the most.

After STPM, he furthered his studies in PJ. He was busy with his life and so was I. We hardly talk nowadays, sending SMS-es are the only way we communicate with each other. It’s kind of sad when you think of it.

But then, I am still thankful for having known him. Dude, if you are reading this, I meant what I said in that SMS. I have always regarded you as my brother and always will. Thanks for everything. You ROCK! Haha.

P/s: Deyyy, you still owe me a strawberry lollipop you PROMISED to give me LAST YEAR! Nearly a year already! Ishhh…

“ Don’t worry, you can call me anytime you want. Even if it’s 3 am, I’ll pick up for you” – Clay.(i told ya he's cool!Haha)

Pp/s : To my other friends, don’t shoot me after you read this. It’s not that I don’t appreciate you guys too. Only, this time around, I’m acknowledging someone I should acknowledge eons ago. Heart you all! Muaxxxxxxxx!

You know, i told you people that i have to produce sixteen pieces of artwork by today right?! Did them last night, and passed them up to Ms Mai and she said they were good. And then she asked me :

Ms Mai : Do you like to draw?

And i burst out laughing. I don't know why or how. I just did. Those who knows me knows that i dislike art when it comes to painting and drawing and producing them artworks but i do like getting down and dirty, playing with the mediums and experimenting with them. And somehow, i was one of the few people whom Ms Mai made as the "contoh" in class just now. Lol.

Anyways, Shwu Zhen can really draw! Of course la, advertising major some more....

Saw Wen Qi and asked for my 50 bucks. I don't know why, but today he used sign language to communicate with us BUT during PSC, he was sitting behind Shwu Zhen and he was talking to her back. Like Mr Boo said, "Simpan suara for orang tersayang only!"

Saw him outside and told him that if he doesn't want to give me the 50 bucks, he HAS to give me the new Swatch(yes, i haven't given up yet! Haha)and surprisingly, he actually listened. Lol. And he remembers Paul when jie doesn't! (my turtle) Haha.

PSC tutorial, had to presentation. Only this time around, it was more relaxed, no stress, no nothing. Ms Monica asked us to choose two reps from each group to go up front and the first speaker will have to evaluate their own speech while the other person has to list down the types of visual aids that we are going to use for our second presentation. So, Mr Boo and i got up. He said he wanted to do the second part, so i had to evaluate my own speech la kan. We had to list down the seven elements of public speaking and the last element is called "noise". There are basically three types of noise, physical nise, physiological noise and also psychological noise.

Me : I was distracted by a type of, urm, psychological noise because SOMEONE was looking very serious that i didn't dare to look at him when i was giving my speech.

Cerenna : Ahh, there are only a few guys in this class. Better mengaku cepat. Was it Balan?

Me : No, Balan was smiling all the way.

Pei Wen : Was it me?

Me : Yalah, you looked so serious, i nearly forgot my points.

Pei Wen : Aiseh...

Haha. Padan muke!

Came back by MC bus. As usual, we sat at the back, Mr Boo, Mei Ann, Aileen, jie, Bee Bee, Pei Wen and I. Created chaos in the bus when everyone was so quiet. Too hyper already!

Pei Wen : *snaps his fingers at Aileen* Hey, you!

Me : Why you call her like that wan ah?

Pei Wen : Oh sorry, sorry. Miss Ee Lin..

Me : Name also wrong!

Pei Wen : Oklah. Miss Aileen...Miss Siti.

Me : Ye Mr Chan. Awak nak ape Mr Chan?

Then Pei Wen started adressing everyone so formally;

Pei Wen : Miss Bee Chin..

Mr Boo : Miss Bee "Scion"

Me : *while laughing* That's soooo French! Do it again!

Mr Boo : Miss Bee "Scion"

Me : *still laughing* You make her sound like a fruit!

Mr Boo : Miss La Hoya

Me : Now she sounds like that boxer, Oscar De La Hoya. Haha

Oh yeah, by the way, you people out there, please pray for Mr Boo. He said he's losing his manliness and he needs to find it back. MBWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

 

 

Today is MR BOO"S Birthday!!! Haha! And he is currently rejoicing the fact that he's finally of age!

Mr Boo : Yey! I finally 18 years old already! *pointing at Wen Qi, Sze Yi and Pei Wen* They are not 18 yet! Cannot go disco!

Me : SO, tonight, we go disco la ah?!

Mr Boo : Yeahh! We go party!

Me : Sze Yi, Pei Wen and Wen Qi can stay outside. You people want anything, tell us la, we'll buy for you. MBWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Mr Boo : Nolah, pity them have to wait outside the disco for us. You people go play at the playground in front of KFC there. We'll pick you up around 3 am like that..

Anyway, after class, went to Low Yatt to get quotations for assignment and also to get MP4s for Bee Bee and jie. Then, headed to Times Square to celebrate Mr Boo's birthday and to get Clay's present.

Walked for a couple of hours to find suitable presents for Mr Boo and Clay. Then, went to Ed Ed and since Mr Boo loved the shirts there, bought one for him. On the shirt was written FBI. But instead of Federal Bureau Investigation, Female Body Inspector was written there.

Then, walked around some more to find Clay punya present pulak. Felt so guilty because the others were following me around, asking me what i want to get him..Tsk.

Me : Eh, Wen Qi, what do guys like eh?

Wen Qi : Guys like sh***y things wann. You buy them stupid things, they sure like wannn...

Later on,

Wen Qi : Eh Siti, your friend ah guy or girl?

Me : I just told you what!

Wen Qi : Oh yeah, forgot. He likes girls or likes boys.

Me : *Staring at him* What la you, ask like that! He's a very manly man thank you very much.

Wen Qi : Chinese, Malay or Indian?

Me : Chinese. What else you want to know? His age? Address? Mother's name?

At last, bought this t - shirt for him. RM 20. Got two colours, black and grey. Asked their opinions. Four of them like black and the other three like grey. In the end, i chose grey cause the design stands out more. Hope he will like that shirt. Figured if he doesn't, i'll ask him to donate it to his brother. Lol. Hell, if he doesn't like that shirt, i'll shoot him. Cause everyone loves that shirt. They said it's really nice. I am in love with that shirt myself. Currently having second thoughts on giving him that shirt. Haha!

Everyone was holding at least one bag by the time we were going back. Aileen bought shoes, Mr Boo was holding his present, Wen Qi was carrying Clay's shirt and admiring it at the same time, Pei Wen bought this scary mask to wear at some camp he's supposed to attend, jie and Bee Bee both bought MP4s and Sze Yi..well, Sze Yi was busy talking to her boboy who called all the way from Penang. Haha.

Came back by Monorail and Metrobus. Then, staright on to KFC. Mr Boo belanja! Sweeetttt! They ordered one Superman combo and one more i don't know what, but got quite a lot of chicken.

Mr Boo : *pointing to everyone* How many chickens did you people eat?

Pei Wen : Two each worr..

Mr Boo : *pointing to Wen Qi*

Since Wen Qi was munching on the chicken and i was sitting beside him, i answered for him ;

Me : Three...

Wen Qi : *laughs*..Yeahhh!

That guy can eat! But he's still skinny! *jelaous*.. And he loves Chilli sauce. At least three times la jugak he tuang sauce tonight. Sekali tuang, bukan sikit! Lol.

Me : Kuat ah you makan sauce?!

Wen Qi : Where got?

Me : What "where got?". There, tuang until like that some more. Nak lagi satu botol?!

Got back to MC and then, reconvened at the Reading Room, konon nak buat accounts. Ptskk..

But, Mr Boo interrupted the first thirty minutes by trying to get us to sign his new t - shirt.

Mr Boo : *to jie* Put there, in front there, purchased on July 5th

Me : Tak payah la. Sound like what only. Might as well do the T accounts there. Debit what, credit what.

Mr Boo : *laughing* Ya hor! Then, i can wear it during exams. Don't know how to do, can refer to my shirt!

We were frustrated with the questions. Cause everyone got different answers.

Wen Qi : *to me* Tutorial 3 is it?

Me : Nolah, 6.

Wen Qi : 6? I got the answers wor!

Me : *WHACK*

And that, ladies and gentlemen, is our Mr Soon Wen Qi! Tsk.

 

 

 

 

 

I think i'm coming down with something.

My throat is killing me and Wen Qi ordered an Iced Milo for me pulak during breakfast(smart!)

I feel so cold right now.

Aiyer, don't want la fall sick. Later cannot do midterms. How?!

Anyway, Mr Boo wore his new t - shirt today and when he came down this morning, everyone was staring at his shirt. Bangge! Lol.

Later in Mr Mahen's class, we were waiting for Mr Mahen to call Mr Boo to the front to go and answer the questions. Then, some time during the class, we gave up all hope. And THEN;

Mr Mahen : *pointing to Mr Boo* You go and do number 5.

He walked up and since his back was turned to us, we saw a bunch of colourful signatures and we started laughing.

Mr Mahen : Eh, why your shirt like that?

Pei Wen : It was his birthday yesterday

Mr Mahen : Then, what did he get for his birthday? That t - shirt? T - shirt only ah?

Pei Wen : He asked for that shirt maaa..

Mr Mahen : Nevermind, when you turn 21, ask for a car. See whether they all buy for you or not...

On another different note, am feeling quite disappointed cause i can't attend Hari Anugerah with EVERYONE!..EVERYONE came back for Hari Anugerah. And i cannot go because i have classes. Isk. RINDUUUUUU THEMMM!

But ADIK Ming promised to put up pictures on her blog. YEYYY!

Oh and KELZ'S coming TODAY!....

I saw ADIK Ming's post on Hari Anugerah..

I saw Hsiao and Kae...

I wish i was there...

Today in English 1003,

Prefixes

1) ex = former

Examples : ex - husband, ex - boyfriend, x - men

2) under = below, beneath, lower than

Examples : underground, undergraduate, underwear

3) post = after, behind

Examples : post - paid, post - graduate, postman

4) super = beyond; of higher kind

Examples : supernatural, supermarket, superman

5) counter = against, opposite

Examples : counter - attack, counter - claim, Counter Strike

6) semi = half, partly; to some extent

Examples : semi - conductor, semi - cylinder, Sammi Cheng

7) co = jointly

Examples : co - president, co - chairmen, coconut

Some time in the middle of the class ;

Mr Goh : *pointing at Stephanie* You're not allowed to talk because you talk nonsense.

Yeah, she supplied most of the answers. Lol.

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Anyway, got back to MC and saw them getting ready for tomorrow's street party.

Yeah, MC's holding a street party in conjunction with tomorrow's final match. Saw them setting up the stage in front of the cafe. And then, at 1.30 am, they'll be screening the match Live on the big screen tv. Sweeeettt!

Still not sure whether i shall go and watch it or not. For one thing, it's at 1.30 and i got class at 9 am. But then again, France will be in action tomorrow! Ishhh..

SMS-ed Danny ;

Me : Wei, where are you right now? Seremban or MC? Are you going to watch tomorrow's match? I'll go if you go cause both Mr Boo and Pei Wen tak boleh diharap wannnn..

Danny : Maybe kot. Anyway, you sokong siapa?

Me : FRANNNCCEEE!!! Obviously....You?

Danny : FRANCE TOOO! ITALY CAN BALIK MAKAN SPAGHETTI LA! Haha!

 

Yeah, and THAT is why i love that guy...Lol.

10 years ago I was:

• 8 years old. Ct can count! Whoooohoooo!
• The Asst Monitor of 2 Cempaka *snort*
  
• Forever sulking. When i said forever, i meant FOREVER.
• Always either annoying my brother or getting annoyed by him. Take a pick.
• Very much sane-r compared to now. Haha.
  

5 years ago I was:

• Kind of a spoilt brat.
• Always throwing tantrums everytime my mum even suggest i go to school by bus. Haha.
• Feared by some of my soon - to - be friends
• The bitchy girl who tried her darndest to beat 1 Anggerik at every single thing. Just because I didn't get into that class. *blush*
• The BIGGEST, HUGE-ST, HUMONGOUS-EST dan yang sewaktu dengannye, Westlife fan ever found on earth. Still am. Haha.

1 year ago I was:

• Procrastinating studying for my SPM.
•  Happily skipping classes.
• Crushing on a guy whom I SHOULD NOT be crushing on. Tsk.
• Kind of occupied with thoughts of leaving school. And of what the future has in store for me.
• Pretty much stressed out.^ .
  

Yesterday I was:

•  In my room due to my fever. Tsk
• Reminded by LOADSA people to "rest more, not forget to eat my medicine etc"
• Annoyed by someone's incessant calls. Give up la if i don;t pick up the phone you friggin' idiot!
• Updated on the latest gossips by Mr Boo. Lol.
• Peacefully ignoring the fact that I have midterms coming up soon. Sweet.

5 most recent songs I listened to:

• Follow You Home ~ Nickelback
• Time of Our Lives ~ Il Divo and Toni Braxton
• You're All I Have ~ Snow Patrol
• Beautiful Disaster ~ 311
• Because We Believe ~ Andrea Bocelli

5 songs I know all the words to:

• All of Westlife's songs. What to do?! Huge fan wert?!
• Sing by Travis
• Once Again by Frankie Jordan
• This Time Around by Hanson
• Let It Go by Jadon Lavik

5 ideal places for running away to:

• My room
• My room
• My room
• The beach
• The countryside

5 items I really want:

- I've said it before and i will say it again. A Jelly in Jelly!

- PATRIIICKKKKK!!!!! Come backkkkk!!! *sob*

- Just My Luck VCD

- Chris Pine. In conjunction with the release of the movie. HAWTT times twelve!

- A vacation..

5 things I should be doing right now:

• Studying for my midterms
• Accounts and Econs tutorials.
• Ask someone when is he coming already?! Dude, either you come this week OR i'm going to throw it away!
• Spar with Danny..Lol
• Sleep?! Yeahhhh, right..

5 biggest joys in life:

• The rain..
• Brad Pitt, Chris Pine, Mark Feehily, Jamie Draven etc..What?!
• Enjoying the nature ie camping, hiking etc
• Being able to laugh at yourself after making a mistake or two..or a kazillion.
• Being aroung people who are able to make you smile. *wink*

 

5 people I tag:

(Do it if you want to. I don't mind if you don't. I'm bored. I'm just passing this around. Pass the fun, people! Haha!)
 

•  Kak Long
•  Ct Rahmah
• Ling
• Jared
• Khael

I need sleeping pills. I stayed awake all night last night and I'm as energetic as ever. No signs of sleep or rest. Sugar - high! WhOOOhhhOooooooOOO!

Got to thinking of my second PSC presentation. Ten friggin' minutes! Maybe I can do another round of UNICEF - JKMM Camp talk. Complete with pictures as my props so that I don't need words. Yalah, all those pictures can tell you a thousand words bull. Whatever.

Either I steal LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of pictures from everyone ie Ime, Dan, Reena, Lan. Be it I am in the picture or not. Or even if i attended the camp or not. Haha.

OR

I do an uber slow motion slideshow of the pictures.

On second thoughts, maybe I can kidnap the CRC people. I mean, most of them are here anyway. Ime's next door. Then, I can go Setapak and kidnap Ej and on the way, kidnap Lan at UTM. Request for Wan to get his beautiful self here. Lol.

And then, I can get the KL-ites. I haven't seen Kuha and Rom in AAAGGGGEEESSS. Puurrr - fect excuse to meet up. That is, if they are still in KL la kan. Who knows, they might be in North Pole at this very moment, helping the penguins plan world domination.

And then, there's Zhen, Jasmine, Dan, Adam and the others minus Mr Haire " just-haire-no-nicknames-haire" bin "dato-or-tan-sri-i-don't-give-a-stinking-care" Ibrahim.

Yeahhhh...

Idiot Danny's still in Seremban! So, that means, I'll be watching the finals in my room. Kesian I have to cheer for my team all by myself. Haha.

He told me to ask Sha to join but Sha's in Subang and she doesn't really like football! (Oiii, you people takde kelas ke esok ah?!) Besides she wants to watch the match cause she wants to prove to us that well, the Pasta inventors are much better than the Fries. Ptskk..

Good news is, Computer Studies is cancelled tomorrow! Maybe Ms Amelia knows we'll be watching the finals thus most of us won't turn up. Clever clever. Haha.

MC has been converted into a rave party joint tonight. People and cars alike are filling up the streets inside and outside MC. There're God knows who performing on the stage right now. The concert started a little bit late than scheduled. And while waiting, Mr Boo and Wen Qi were pushing me to get me on stage to (so they say)entertain them while waiting for the DJs.

Anyhoo, one of the DJ is HOTTTT! Yeah, by now you people will know Ct very much the mata keranjang. Bile lagi nak cuci mate, you tell me?! Tsk.

The Street Soccer Challenge was fun. Kelz and I were the only ladies(yes, LADIES, people) there. Again, HOT GUYS! Lol. In the end, this Libyan team won second place and a bunch of UM guys won first.

Did I mention UM guys are back? Peoy used to tell me that if I want to check out cute guys, go to UM. I didn't believe her then. Now....Different story...

There were some people selling these accessories. Oklah, nicelah. But if I buy them now, it'll go out of fashion at 3 pm tomorrow, trust me. No thanks.

Oh-kay, I seriously need sleeping pills. I don't feel a tiny bit sleepy. I didn't take a nap this afternoon. Not a wink. Nada. Zilch. Zero. And I'm very, I don't know, awake.

I SHOULD be studying(should is the operative word here people) But i don't know where to start.

Oh, tomorrow got Econs. You know, I noticed that some of the girls in the lecture have been trying to snap a picture of Mr Anthony and I think he realised it because he'll always turn away when he sees the phones. Or maybe because Balan will be signalling to him every now and then. Baik tak we all?! Help the lecturer. Lol.

Anytheway, can't wait for tonight's match. Should be good...right?!

Oh and how COULD I FORGET?!

GERMANY GOT THIRD!!!

WHHooooHHoohhhoooOOOohhhOOooooHoooo!

OOooooHHhh, I nearly had cardiac arrest just now. This uber cute kid walked past and it took all of my strength to not just reach out and kidnap him!

I love kids. They're soooo friggin' adorable! Ishhhh...

"Hah, sah - sah awak yang kahwin dulu karang" - My elder sister.

*shakes head*

During the first half;

Me : I so love Barthez tonight.

Danny : Hah?! Why?

Me : Because he made really nice saves just now.

Danny : Yeah. But can he keep up his good work for the rest of the game?

Me : CHOY! Don't la jinx France. If anything bad happens, it's on your head oh-kay!

After the game, he called;

Me : Did I mention I blame you?!

Danny : *silence*

Me : Hello?! Dengar tak?

Danny : Aku pulak yang kene...

I'm swearing off pasta for a month tops....

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Anyway, went to campus quite early today considering my class will only start at 1pm. Had to take pictures for Art assignment. Have to snap pictures that portrays the three artworks we chose before. Ended up being models with Balan, posing in front of the flagpoles. We were SUPPOSED to portray a couple of lovers but we couldn't really get the mood cause we were both busy laughing at each other's pose. Then, had this random girl snap a picture of the four of us "picnicking". Took some time to get our poses right cause, again, we were laughing at each other.

Computer Studies tutorial, while waiting for Mr Ku to set up his laptop, filled up this form Balan was passing around. I looked up and simultaneously Bee Bee whacked my right hand. Instinctively, of course la I will look to my right. Saw.....this UBER GORGEOUS guy. Okay, not so much gorgeous as SMART LOOKING. I have seen him around campus. I think he's a final year FICT student. Thing is, I like watching him because he always dresses up formally. You know, shirt and slacks. REALLLYYY SMARRTT! Unfortunately, he caught me looking at him cause when I looked to him after Bee Bee whacked me, at the same time,he was picking up his bag and looking into my class. And he smileeeeddddd........

[Cue paradise scene]

That got me grinning the whole day. Haha.

Anyway, after that, went to Econs. I'm sorry Mr Anthony, I TRIED staying awake, but after one hour.....World Cup maaa. Only three hours of sleep okay. But then again, when I looked around even Pei Wen was sleeping. Yeah, big deal you say. Thing is, he's the studious, attentive type. So, if HE slept, something must be wrong. Turned out he's sick today. Alalalalalalala, kesiannnn. Lol.

And theeeeennn, Papa came today! YEEYYY! I didn't feel homesick before but lately, I have. Chen came back last night and we went down to dinner just now with Kelz and Zing Yi.

Chen : They're all asking why you don't come back.

Me : They who?!

Chen : Your laling laaa. And then, Hsiao Hsiao also.

AAAAAAAAaaaaAaaaAAAAaaaAAAAAAAAaaaaaaAA! 

 

Before I go off on a rant on a VERY important topic(to me la at the very least)

~Happy 18th Birthday to Aminah HoppyLee Hsiao Leng~

                               and

~Happy 21st Birthday to Kelvin~

Heart you both! Muaxxxxxx!!!

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Annnnyyywaaaayy, this morning :

Bee Bee : *whack* Weiii, his name is Marcus.

Me : Who?!

Bee Bee : Your boyfriend la..(For unknown reasons, Bee Bee has begun calling him MY boyfriend)

Me : Wh--. OH! Really? How did you know?

Bee Bee : Mei Ann. He's in Taekwando Club. Black belter mannn..

*swoon*

SO, the gorgeous guy finally has a name.

*victory dance*

Oh and by the way, almost everyone in my class knows I like that guy. Yeahhh, thanks to Bee Bee la. How I knew? Cause, this afternoon, we were sitting at a table at B3 and I was facing the wall when ;

Bee Bee : *coming from the cafe* Ct, look behind, your boyfriend.

Me : Where?!

Mr Boo : You want to switch places with me or not? I know you want to watch him wannnnn...

Yeah, I'm sooo a stalker right now. Haha.

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I found out that I'll be taking Sociology and Mass Media Writing next semester. SUH-WEEEEETTT!

Ms Monica : Do you know what subjects will you be taking next semester?

Mr Boo : SOCIOLOGY!

Ms Monica : What about Mass Media Writing? I think you will be taking that subject.

Mr Boo : Aiyer! Don't want la, don't want to write...

Me : Weii, you broadcasting major, lagi la kene ambik Mass Media Writing. Nanti tulis berterabur.

Mr Boo : Oh yeah..Forgot gua..

Wednesday, 12^th July 2006

 

Today, everything was about Marcus.

 

And no, I wasn’t the one who kept mentioning him but the OTHERS. Yeahhh, they were happily reminding me of him every single second..

 

Like for example ;

Me : Fuh, I just saw a yellow Beetle TDI. I so want that car. Or a BMW D8 or an X5.

Mr Boo : Go buy la. Then you can drive us to and from campus.

Me : Dear, do you know how much is a BMW?

Bee Bee : Never mind la. MARCUS can pay maaa…

 

Or

 

Before PSC midterm ;

 

Me : Fionn, let me sit beside the window.

Zi Yun : Why do you want to sit at the window? So cold weh..

Aileen : So that she can dream of MARCUS maa…

 

OR

 

Me : *while fiddling with Mr Boo’s MP4* Oooops, terlepas..

Mr Boo : You don’t ahh..

Me : Ooopps, terbaling keluar pulakk…Haha.

Mr Boo : I tell MARCUS ahhh..

Me : Go away la you..

 

After a few seconds ;

 

Me : Actually kan, if you tell him also, he will definitely defend ME kan?! =P

 

Oklah, can actually release stress when they mention about him cause then I can daydream. Haha.

 

And I just realized almost all of the Marcus that I “know” of are actually not bad looking (to me la at least). Like, MY Mark Feehily, Marc Sheehan, Mark A1, Mark Dacascos, Mark Long and of course UTAR’s very own MARCUS. Haha.

 

Anyway, let’s go to another topic before I drool all over my notebook. =P

 

Had Accounts and PSC midterms. I nearly had a heart attack when I saw the Accounts questions. I did study but am still not very sure of my answers. PSC was quite easy but still…

 

Anyway, the PSC invigilator was this really old lady with this really thick and ancient looking specs. Was quite surprised seeing her because all of my lecturers and tutors are quite young so when an old lady came in, I kind of like got a culture shock. Lol.

 

And this lady reminded me so much of high school exams. She came in with this air of authority about her that just made me want to go up to her and give her a Selamat Sejahtera.

 

Zi Yun : *as the old lady was coming in* Aiyo, I feel like getting up and give “Selamat Sejahtera”

 

And she was like ;

Invigilator : There are some rules from your lecturers. Number one, please come in and be seated 10 to 15 minutes before your exams starts yadayadayadayada…

 

Seriously, I felt like SPM all over again. Ptsk.

 

Then, went KFC – again. I wonder how come the others are not bored with KFC yet. Tsk.

 

Tried the Cheesy BBQ Meltz. Quite nice la. Aileen was like picking out the CRUSHED  nachos from her tortillas cause she hates them. Gila. Haha. Like Ms Michelle said, after Accounts, all gila already.

 

Then, went to the MC Reading Room to finish up Accounts tutorials. Saw Danny. Lucky thing saw him cause Melvin and him were doing their Computer assignment. Then, at least he can explain to me la kan how to do it. I did ask my group members and the others how to do the second assignment but nobody knows how to.

 

Did my tutorials with Aileen and Sze Yi while Mr Boo was waiting for the answers. We actually finished all seven questions by ourselves. Bangge! Haha.

 

Then, got to my room, met my new roommate, Kak Ima. Biochem student. Fuuhhh! Salute. Oklah, Kak Syam also, Biomed. Again, salute! Lol.

 

While I was talking to them and doing my Econs, heard this funny honking sound(imagine ice cream truck punya bunyi. Something like that la) from the outside(my room overlooks the street). Went to look outside, saw this Hyundai Matrix. Wasn’t sure if the sound came from the Matrix, so I kept looking at the van. This guy came out of the van and saw me looking at them and waved. So I signaled to ask him whether the honking sound was from his van. He nodded and signaled to his friend to sound the honk again. This may seem ordinary but if you people listen to that sound, it’s just sooo cool..in a funny way. Haha.

 

And when they were on their way back, they honked another time for me. Lol.

One way to get chicks to notice you. *wink*

Me : RAGE's OUTTTTT!!!

While picking up the paper, MY Marcus passed by and I just stopped...Literally. I got up slowly and just looked at him.

SEE HOW HUGE AN IMPACT HE HAS ON ME?!..

In Econs :

Pei Wen : Why do you look so happy?

Bee Bee : *interrupting* She saw her Marcus.

Me : You were there?

Bee Bee : I was at the foyer. *to Pei Wen* You know, she was picking up RAGE and then when she saw Marcus she just stopped. Haha.

Pei Wen : Who's Marcus?

Me : *to Bee Bee* SHHHHHH!

Bee Bee : *ignoring me for the hundreth time* That guy la. The one I showed you on Monday evening..

Pei Wen : Oh, the tall, fit guy. The one who always wears the shirt n slacks?!

Bee Bee : Yeahh..

Pei Wen : I know him la..

Me : Hah?HOW?

Pei Wen : Everytime I go to the IT room to pick up the OHP for lectures, he's always there. He's really nice, really friendly.

Me : Wei, next time you go and get the OHP, call me tau..Hehe.

Sue me...

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Will be having Art tutorials for three and a half hours next Tuesday. Have to finish up our assignments. RM 100 per group. Niiiccee, eh?!

Mr Boo : We're paying RM 30 each..How come you people only RM 25?

Balan : Good la. You have four members and each pays RM 30, at least you'll have RM120. More money can buy more stuff.

Me : *from the front* Wahhh, Balan can COUNT! *burst out laughing*

Balan : Jaga ah you!

Yeah, ways to de-stress.

Anyways, just found out the reason why Mr Mahen always calls us up front to do Accounts tutorials. Seems we get marks for participation. After hearing that ;

Mr Mahen : *pointing to Lee Lee* You do question three.

Jie : *getting up at the same time* Sir, I want to do.

Mr Mahen : Wahh, too excited to get the four marks is it? Students nowadays, they all very clever. They think like those people who are employed already. You know, when an employer asks his employee to do something extra, the employee will ask whether he will get anything form it or not. Nowadays, students, when teachers ask them t do something, they'll always ask, "Sir, will I get any extra marks?" never do anything voluntarily anymore. Ish Ish

What to do?! Business minded...Haha

 

You know what?

I'm sick of people who thinks the world revolve around them..

Who thinks that everyone should do everything according to their rules..

Who thinks they have the right to actually dictate people to do things THEIR friggin' way..

Who'll blow up everytime someone pointed out something that is wrong with them just because their STUPID EGOTISTICAL SELF can't contain the fact that they're imperfect just as much as the person sitting next to them..

Who thinks they have the right to bitch about EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING just because things don't go THEIR way..

Who thinks they can be temperamental just because it's oh-so-cool...

I need space..

Yeah, from YOU.

Starbucks opened up a branch in Ipoh.

Grrreeaattt. (Sarcastic mode on people)

When I'm HERE in PJ, then only the big bosses of Starbucks decided they want to open up a branch in Ipoh.

While I was rotting away seven months ago, they DID NOTHING. Nada. Zilch. Zip. ZERO!

Is this some universal plot to make us go back to Ipoh every other weekend?

Annnddd, they decided to open up the branch in Ipoh Parade OF ALL PLACES!

God help them....or me.

 

When a girl
misses u,
she's afraid to
see how your
new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that
ur not
hers
any more

When u break a girls heart, she still feels
it when
bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your
eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it
shows
how
much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are
running
through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking
deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you, she is
wondering why
you
are so wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is
wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday, she is
seeking for
your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she
wants
to
be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she
means it.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she
has made up her mind that you are her
future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in
this
world
can miss you more than that




Guy Facts

When a guy calls u he wants to be with
you

When a guy is quiet, He's listening to
you...

When a guy is not arguing, He realizes
he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
minutes,
he
means it

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you
would
care
about him and wonders if you do?

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest he
has the world

When a guy calls you everyday he is in
love

When a (good) guy say he loves you he
means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's
with
you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses
you
more
than you could have ever missed him or
anything
else

I'm indulging myself with KITKAT CHUNKY WHITE! Or is it Kitkat White Chunky?! Whatever..

Anyway, the last time I bought that thing was druing Mr Boo's birthday outing. Shared it with Wen Qi and when I got it back, like almost all of it was gone. Humph!

Came back from UTAR by RapidKL. And you know, the bus goes around PJ and it passed by UIA's Matric Centre and I had this sudden urge to just press the bell, go see Nana.

But then I realised, Nana's in Ipoh...

Seems everyone's gone back to their respective hometown. Bee Bee, Sze Yi and jie went back to Penang. Yoke Yoon, Pahang. Mei Ann, Johor. Lee Lee, Sepang. Pei Wen went to his uncle's house in Puchong. Danny's in Seremban.

Tsk....

Then, I realised, six more weeks to semester break!!!! WHeeeeeeEEEEEeeeEEEE!!

On a different note, have been bombarded with SMS-es from just about everyone who asked me about the existence of Starbucks in Ipoh, MY Marcus and the "Korean" guy I mentioned in Friendster.

Haha..

Anyway, let me make it clear.

YES, Starbucks opened a branch in Ipoh. Go Ipoh Parade, check it out.

Marcus is, well, MY Marcus...Bear with me here..

The "Korean" guy is not really Korean. He looks Korean. VERY Korean. The resemblance is AMAZING! Cerenna said there are two of them. Quite adorable. Lol.

 

Bee Bee : Wei, I forgot to tell you. It's MARCO not Marcus.

Me : *smacks forehead*

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Anyways, went to campus alone because Bee Bee, jie, Sze Yi and Mei Ann were on their way back from Penang and Johor. Sat with Mr Boo and we got to talking and somehow the talk turned to families;

Mr Boo : Yeah, my dad was from Kg Sena.

Me : *stopped writing* Kg Sena? My dad's from Kg Sena! Hey, maybe he knows your dad.

Asked my dad if he knew a Cheah Beng Hock and guess what...HE DID!! Lol.

After class, went off to SP for brunch with Aileen, Zi Yun, Mr Boo and Wen Qi. Wen Qi drew so much attention from the other customers cause he was being RIDICULOUS! Before we got there;

Wen Qi : Where are we going?

Me : SP la.

Wen Qi : SP? Don't want la...I want to eat in the canteen. Dontwantdontwantdntwant.

That guy is like a five year old, swear to God.

At SP, he piled up the rice until it resemlbled Mount Everest and then, he took three "papadoms" and piled them up on his already mounting pile of rice. Then ;

Wen Qi : *calling to the waitress* KAAAAAAKKKKKkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

Waitress : Yer, nak ape?

Wen Qi : Kicap? Kicapkicapkicap....

*smacks head*

And then he told us about his experience in working as a waiter and I just burst out laughing ;

Me : *still laughing* YOU? WAITER? Jadi customer pun sudah like this, jadi waiter, hancur restoran tu.

Wen Qi : I jadi waiter I layan my customers baik - baik la. But after that, I cucuk belakang!

Pfffttt.

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During Econs, as usual everyone was trying very hard to stay awake ;

Mr Anthony : I see some of you sleeping off already. What's wrong?

Me : *quietly* Cause it's boring la sir. What else?

Mr Anthony : It's boring is it? What can I do to make it entertaining. I dont know what to do. Any suggestions?

Me : *quietly, again* Wear different costumes for every lecture.

Mr Boo : Eh, good idea. Go tell him to wear Power Rangers suit next week.

Me : "Sir, can you become the Red Power Ranger next week?" Eh, can you imagine Mr Anthony in a clown suit? Haha..

Mr Boo : Then, next next week, ask him to wear Ultraman suit! Then can teach us the Supply and Demand curves *while crossing his arms a la Ultraman, showing the Supply and Demand curves*

Lol. I love that guy. So funny.

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On a happier note, I saw MY Marco!!

God, he's HOT! Haha.

Angau. Forgive me.

Lalalalalalalalalala......

*jumps around*

 

Me : I need to withdraw money later. You want to follow?

Bee Bee : Yeah...

Me : You need to withdraw money also?

Bee Bee : I just got back from Penang. Got my REVENUE to pay for my EXPENSES wert..

Me : Why in the world are you using Account terms?

*smacks head*

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Words I shall be bringing back to Ipoh ;

DIED-ed : Pronounced as DAI-ded. Created by Mr Boo to symbolise dying more than once. Example of usage ;

Mr Boo : *to Balan* Yeah, I will DIED-ed in two weeks time.

MARCO - high : Created by yours truly for YOURS TRULY'S OWN USE ONLY. To symbolise the adrenaline rush you feel when you see someone or something that makes you happy. Example of usage ;

Aileen : Ct, why are you so hyper today?

Mr Boo : Smelt too much paint already.

Me : MARCO - high.

Mabuk : Created by Mr Boo. Can be used to desrcibe people who are FOREVER blur/absent - minded. Example of usage ;

Wen Qi : Weii, you go and buy Zinger for what? Mr Boo's buying dinner tonight.

Mr Boo : She mabuk already!

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Went to campus very early today eventhough my class only starts at 10 am. Had two hours of Art extra class to finish up our assignments. I was multi - tasking during that two hours. I was SMS - ing Peoy, flinging tissues at Mr Boo who was forever questioning our painting methods and painting the friggin' artwork. Mr Boo, by the way, wasn't doing anything. He ended up sitting at MY table, commenting on every single thing Sze Yi and I were doing.

Me : Wei, stop worrying about OUR assignment and start worrying about yours. Go help Shwu Zhen la.

Mr Boo : No need. My group got too many professionals already.

Some time after Sze Yi and I shoo-ed him from our table ;

Mr Boo : *looking at me while HOLDING a piece of charcoal* Ct, see, I'm doing something.

Me : Yeahh, you're HOLDING the charcoal. That one, a five year old kid also can do la weiiii!

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During PSC, Sze Yi, Mr Boo and I turned into papparazzis trying to snap pictures of Wen Qi and Shwu Zhen. They were sitting TOO close.

[Quick update : After being shot down by Shwu Zhen for being TOO CHILDISH, Wen Qi has been acting VERY CIVILIZED whenever he's within a three mile radius from Shwu Zhen. And through the grapevine (read: the Kaypochi team, which by the way, consists of Mr Boo and I) it seems Shwu Zhen is slowly accepting Wen Qi. Good, then he can leave me alone)

Speaking of Wen Qi, I realised we have the same shirt. Mine is in red with a gray stripe and his, vice versa. Lucky thing I didn't wear it today. Haha.

Am currently worried about my PSC presentation. Monica said she's not worried about my presentation EXCEPT for my props. If possible, she wants more props, like maybe in audio or video forms. All together now, ARRGGGHHHH!

Pressure mannn!

Anyway, on a happier note, Sze Yi's presentation will be on kissing. All those Kissing Ethics, Types of Kisses etc. And she might want our help.

Sze Yi : I might need your help okay people.

Zi Yun : You need people to demonstrate? *laughs*

Mr Boo : Get Ct and her Macro(He's been calling MARCO as macro cause he says it's nicer. Whatever!)to demonstrate.

I in turn wasn't really listening to their conversation but;

Me : What? I heard MARCO. What MARCO? What about MY Marco?!

Mr Boo : Fuh, sensitive betul your ear when it comes to Marco?

Angau wert?!

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Am currently quite happy with the fact that almost everyone of my friends are like in the lovey - dovey mood. People from UP NORTH to DOWN SOUTH are all eyeing at least one guy.

I don't know why I am happy. I think it's because their guys are so attainable, no matter if they're friends or more than that right now. Am just generally happy with the whole situation. Lol.

I in turn, different story. Lol. The guy knows of my existence, and I think he knows he has a "stalker" in me. Haha. But, he's UNattainable. That's just it I think.

At this point, I don't know if I want to go through the whole cat and mouse game again.

 I'm just tired of falling for guys that I know I CAN'T have.

That's just it I guess, I'm tired.

 

 

 

 

Mr Boo : *singing to the tune of Britney's I'm Not A Girl Not Yet A Woman* I'm not a GAY...

Me : WRONG! It should be, " I'm not a GAY, not yet anyway..."

Haha.

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This week, I, Siti 'Afifah Bt Abdul Hanan woke up early EVERY SINGLE DAY! Yeeyyy! Tsk.

Because, on Tuesday, had extra Art class with other TBs to finish up our assignment, which we never did. What do you expect when you cram 50++ over excited teenagers in one lecture hall with cans and tubes of paint?!

Then today, went early cause we were supposed to have a group discussion on Computer assignment. Met up with Kelvin and after 20 minutes of TRYING to interpret his explanation, he made a deal to get the information we need and all I have to do is just type them out. No complaints here. Haha.

Anyway, before that, while waiting for the bus, sat on the bench with jie and Bee Bee, "meditating"(yes, I was sitting cross - legged) while eavesdropping on their conversation when ;

Wen Qi : SIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

Me : Crap! You want the whole of MC to know my name is it?

That guy is always doing that every single time he sees me. He calls it "Announcing Ct's Arrival".

And later, I saw him join us for Account and was sitting very near to my place. He turned back every three minutes or so to wave at me. When I gave him a questioning look, he'll be smiling like some lunatic. And then, he'll burst out laughing at every single thing Ms Michelle was saying.

Bee Bee : What is wrong with him?

Me : Uhh, everything?!

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I SAW MARCO! Haha.

Me : Pei Wen, later you go and get the OHP, call me okay? Want to follow.

Pei Wen : Why?

Bee Bee : *after a few seconds of confusion* OHHH! She has an ulterior motive to go there. Her MARCO will be there.

BUT THEN, Pei Wen didn't call me along when he went to get the OHP cause I was sleeping. So, Bee Bee, jie, Mr Boo and I went inside to wait in front of PD206.

As I was walking inside, saw this tall guy standing at the doorway. MARCOMARCOMARCOMARCOMARCO!!!!! Haha. Dragged Bee Bee to the front and pointed him out.

Me : Haha! Lucky thing I didn't follow Pei Wen.

Then, I sat on the floor directly behind MY Marco and stared at him(yes, I'm obsessed. Sue me...)Then, Aileen, Mr Boo, jie, and Zi Yun walked in and was like giving him AND me smiles. Lol.

Sze Yi : Gone! Ct sudah Marco - high. Now we have to bear with her hyperness for the whole day. Tsk.

Haha.

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I just realised that a lot of people has been mistaking me for another girl called Nur Athirah. I know it's an innocent mistake but it bothers me SO MUCH!

Maybe because I don't really like that girl. Ptsk.

 

OMG! Ms Lo's is going to kill me with her boring lectures! Her monotonous voice can drone on for hours without stopping except when to scold us for NOT paying attention. Every single week, she never fails to like, SSS(Super Syok Sendiri or Sangat Syok Sendiri, take your pick) in front of the whole class!

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Today, went to Mid Valley with Mr Boo, Bee Bee, jie and Wen Qi because everyone had to get formal wear for next week's presentation. My group had to draw lots because only two people volunteered for next week's presentation(I didn't cause, well, the slides are not done yet..)and dearest Mr Boo picked out my name. Ptsk.

Anyway, after only fifteen minutes at MV, found my slacks. South China Sea, Rm 90 but they gave out a 50% discount, so it was worth it. Then, everyone seemed to have temporary memory loss as we spent like an hour looking at everything else EXCEPT formal wear. But then, went with Wen Qi into G2000 to get his suit. That guy is friggin' loaded! His suit costs around RM300+. Ptsk.

Promoter : Miss, your BOYFRIEND is really fair, so he better wear something that is of dark colour to complement his skin.

God, I just laughed and in between the laughter, I "tried" to explain that Wen Qi's just a friend but to no avail cause the promoter made up her mind already. But seriously, if you people saw us in the shop, you would instantly know that we're not a couple cause we were arguing like a couple of kids inside the shop over just about everything. Haha.

Then, went up to the last floor to go to Anime Tech cause Mr Boo wanted to go and see the Naruto merchandise they have there. Then we saw this "Are You Passionate" console and we decided to try it out, you know, just for the fun of it. I went first and the machine decided that I am "Sensual." Whoohooo! Haha.

After that, Mr Boo tried it out. And then, the light went on, looked at the console, "Dead Fish". MBWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Went to GSC to check out the movies playing.

Me : *jokingly* Let's go watch movie!

Mr Boo : Yeah. Let's go watch movie..poster.

Bee Bee : Eh Ct, you said you want to watch Just My Luck right?

Mr Boo : Oh really? Let's go find the poster and stare at it.

I thought he was joking until he actually went to the other side of the building, near the entrance, searched for the movie poster and stared at it for a full 10 minutes or so. Lol. Gila!

Went inside Toys'R'Us and played with the stuff there like nobody's business. Went inside the Swatch outlet to look at the Jelly - in - Jelly(funnily enough, only Wen Qi followed me inside the outlet. The others disappeared as soon as I mentioned the word "Swatch". Haha)

Then, as I was waiting for the others to drag themselves out of Lovely Lace, hung out with Bee Bee at the railings near the escalator and saw...ANDING! I was never his fan and I never thought of him as good looking but close up, different matter mann! Haha. But no worries, Ct didn't fall in love with him, my heart's still with MY Marco.Haha. But Bee Bee is currently in love with Anding. Lol.

Post - Anding, saw UMMU! I was in line, waiting for Wen Qi to get his LRT ticket when I turned behind and saw this familiar face buying ticket from the counter. Called out her name, but she didn't hear it. Then, she passed by behind me, and I tapped her shoulders. She was so shocked it was a joy to watch her reaction. Lol. Miss her. I mean I wasn't close to her, but when you see your friends AWAY from home, then only will it hit you that it's been AGES since you last saw them. Unfortunately, only got to chat with her for a while only cause she was rushing to get to her aunt's house in Keramat. It was a short - lived joy, but still....=)

I just ate KFC's BBQ Cheesy Meltz again! Haha. The best thing is, Wen Qi bought it BECAUSE he felt so guilty after injuring me! Ptsk.

I was holding his umbrella while he was talking and gesturing wildly to Alfred when he knocked the umbrella and the top part slid down and my right middle finger got stuck in between the metal thingy that slides up and down. It got stuck there for a couple of minutes while he frantically tried to get my finger unstuck while I was busy trying not to scream(Painful wehhhh!!!) Later, while I was checking out my injured finger, I transferred the umbrella to my left hand, Wen Qi, AGAIN, knocked the umbrella and my left finger got stuck in between the metal thingy. Now, my fingers are safely wrapped in plasters but they're still painful. I can't even bend my fingers.

Went to withdraw money at KFC and then Wen Qi bought the Meltz for me cause he knows how much I love them. Maybe I should get injured more, then I can "pau" more things from him. Haha.

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Had English lecture today. GOD IT WAS BORING AS HELL! we learnt about PREPOSITION AND ARTICLE!

HELLLOOOOOO!!!! BOOORRIINNGGG!!!

Later, had Reading Comprehension Assessment. Here's the thing, they crammed over one hundred students in the lecture hall, during LUNCH TIME and turned off the A/C. WTH?!

I read the first line of the passage and nearly fell asleep. I nearly wanted to just zone out there and then and not answer the questions. Thought I was the only one, turned out almost everyone felt the same way.

After class, went out and saw that it was raining. I LOVE THE RAIN! Lol. Felt like just running out and just stand in the rain. I don't care if I fall sick. I just want to feel the rain. =)

 

"CT's having a ball in UTAR..plz remind her of home anytime possible..LOL" - Ber.

Adoi....

I was watching The Westlife Story on VCD just now and I just realised HOW MUCH I love them. Like, yeah, I can hear the "So whats" building up now. I watched the VCD and all memories came back like how I used to buy every single thing or merchandise that features them, how I used to buy every single albums they released, Special Edition or not, watched every single special on tv, reruns or not, surfed their official website and their fansites every single friggin' day, cut out every single picture from the newspapers, talked about them every single day and occassionally dream about them(honest!).

I have like one big box of full of magazines that featured them, another box for their albums and VCDs, and a file for their newspaper clippings and pictures and stickers. *gasp*

I'm fanatical, sue me.

Danny, if you're reading this, I don't care if you want to "kutuk" them cause I was,still and forever will be their HUGE-ST, HUMONGOUS-EST, BIGGEST FAN! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Me : Mr Boo, why do you always join us girls? I mean, why don't you hang out with the guys more?

Mr Boo : How can?! Balan's always with Amy, Ann, Tania, Saralla they all, You know I can't stand them. Kelvin doesn't join us that much. Asyiq's forever MIA. Pei Wen, too studious. And Mun Ji's always with Lee Lee and you know I can't be around her.

Bee Bee : Then, we have to change your name to Ms Boo la. Or Ah Boo. Haha.

Then, we started calling him Ah Boo ;

jie : *to me* Eh, you know what Ah Boo means or not?

Me : Yeah. Mother. Haha. Wei, if Mr Boo's my mother, I need a father. Who can be my father ah? Oooh, Wen Qi!!!

Then, when Wen Qi came by ;

Me : *pointing at Wen Qi* I'm calling you DADDY! You are my DADDY! Okay?!

Wen Qi : *talking to Mr Boo BUT listening to me at the same time* Yeah.

Me : Ooh, didn't expect he would say yes. GOOD!

Later, that night when everyone was getting ready to get back to their rooms ;

Me : *loudly* BYE AH BOO! GOODNIGHT! GOODNIGHT DADDY!!!

Wen Qi : Goodnight my daughter!

Haha. Gotta love that guy.

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Today, Mr Boo, Bee Bee and I went to campus lugging our laptops, art assignments and Mr Boo's subwoofers.

Because we were chosen to do our ten minute PSC presentation TODAY, of all days, when the schedule is all packed with assignments and exams. Tsk.

Seriously, felt like we were going for an interview or something. You know, all dressed up, with the laptops and all..

Anyways, Art tutorial was fun! Seriously, I'm going to miss Art next semester. Today, Ms Mai played some classical songs and asked us to draw what we feel while listening to the songs. The funny thing was, you know la teenagers nowadays, HOW MANY of you out there listen to classical songs really?!

Ms Mai : *after she played the songs and everyone didn't do anything* DRAW LA! Aiyo, what are you people waiting for?

Balan : How la Ms Mai? No ideas also!

Me : GOD, THE SONGS ARE KILLING ME!

Ms Mai : It's killing you?! What to do? Not mine also. It's Ms Wan's. Better than Ms Lo's which is full of Christmas songs. Wait, let me rephrase myself, full of DEPRESSING Christmas songs. You'll be drawing dead snowmans if you listen to those songs. Haha.

Then, the coolest thing, Ms Mai played this classical song which was kinda upbeat when ;

Balan : This song's nice. It's upbeat, can slow dance. Who wants to dance?

Mr Boo : ME!

Ms Mai : Eh, go la. Go dance

Mr Boo : Nevermind la. You go la Ms Mai.

Balan : Yeah. Ms Mai, come la. Dance with me.

And then SHE DID! Lol.

But she was blushing all the way. And everyone outside could see her slow dancing with Balan.

She is so cool! Love her to bits! Will miss her next sem...

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Anyway, since no one reads my blog anymore, cause everyone's like so friggin busy, I get to post this, for my own pleasure. So that one day I can look back and remember how I used to go crazy about this person. Lol

Yesterday, while I was practising my PSC speech on Level 2 with Bee Bee, Mei Ann and jie, MY Marco stopped by to talk to Mei Ann.

GOD, HE HAS THE SEXIEST VOICE EVER! Lol.

He went into his class, which fortunately is the class next to mine and when he passed by, I literally just dropped onto Bee Bee. Like, I just swooned.

And..he saw. *smacks forehead*

Then later, while waiting for the MC bus, I asked Bee Bee if she wants to wait at the opposite side of the road (which is where we always wait for the bus) and she said no, cause it was too hot.

Then, who happened to walk by and went to this black Nissan Sentra opposite the road, exactly where I was PLANNING TO WAIT THE BUS AT?! Who?! WHO?!

HIM!

Adoiiii! *double smacks forehead*

Anytheway, he opened his car door and put his bags in. Then he stepped out of the car and stood looking at the UTAR entrance, which was where I was standing(to get a clearer view of him, forgive me.) He hithched up his sleeves and I couldn't help but just stare at his beautiful God given arms. God, help me...

Mr Boo : *after he saw MY Marco walking past me* OHHHHHH!! Ct's getting HIM - high (he couldn't say Marco's name cause HE was pratically one metre away from us)

Me : Shut up! No one's allowed to talk to me. No one's to distract me.

Mr Boo : Haha. Oh-kay.

Joc Joc : *after watching me for some time* Go and talk to him la.

Me : And say what?! "Excuse me, I just wanna say that I think you are the most beautiful thing since cheese cakes?!"

Bleurgh. I need help.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Bee Bee,

         How are you today? I'm fine btw. Anyway, I'd like to tell you about what happened today. Today, Accounts, cannot sleep wor cause Ms Michelle wanted us to do some exercises. And then, after Accounts, SOMEONE buat perangai. What la THAT SOMEONE! Go away la she! Made evryone mad only. Even Ah Boo also pening kepale liao.

         After we all discussed about THAT SOMEONE, we all went up to our rooms and then came back down around 5pm like that. Konon nak buat Account. But couldn't do because the questions are very hard. What la the person who set the questions! Want us to die is it?! Ishhh. Anytheway, while trying to finish up the questions, I asked Daddy to go and buy me a Paddle Pop ice cream. I specifically asked for a Paddle Pop Rainbow but when Daddy went to the ice cream freezer, he said they're sold out d. Then, when I went to see, I FOUND ONE! Rupe - rupenyer Daddy tak kenal Paddle Pop Rainbow. Apa la Daddy tu! Lepas tu, I saw a Cornetto, but Daddy said cannot buy cause it's very expensive(sebenarnyer, I think Daddy kedekut la. Only buy things for Shwu Zhen only) Then, Daddy bought us both Paddle Pop ice creams. Sayannggg my Daddy! Anyway, I've gtg. Still got Mr Anthony's tutorial to finish up. See you tomorrow!

                                                                         Sincerely yours,

                                                                             -ct-

Recipient : Wong Bee Chin

Sender : Siti 'Afifah Bt Abdul Hanan

The purpose : To tighten our bond.

The real story : According to Merryl, to tighten your bond with your girlfriends, you ought to write them letters so as to remind them that they're not forgotten. Therefore, we've decided to take her advice and see if it'll work. Even if we were both together for the whole day, we still need to write letters to each other. Haha.

Anyway, I let Daddy read the letter and he laughed like crazy and admitted he will only spend his money on Shwu Zhen. Lol.

Daddy : My daughter, are you hungry?

Me : Nolah. I ate already.

Daddy : Aih, come and teman me la.

Me : Don't want la, still got tutorial to finish. *to Mr Boo* Ah Boo, go teman Daddy la. Later he dies of starvation how?! Later, got no one to give me money. Haha.

Daddy : Actually, Shwu Zhen's..

Me : What? My stepmother?

Daddy : No. Your real mother. Ah Boo's your stepmother.

Me : *to Bee Bee* Wei, Daddy said Shwu Zhen's my mother weii. How? Tomorrow go see Shwu Zhen and call her mummy, tak pasal - pasal kene hentam. Haha.

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Oh yeah, MY Marco is actually a first year FICT student. He's majoring in Computer Analysing or something like that. YEAAAHHHH!!

Which means he's :

~ About a year or two older than me. SUH-WEET!

~ We're both going to be stuck in PJ for the next few years. Although I'll be moving to a different block as soon as I enter my first year. BUT, who cares?! Haha.

Papa came yesterday! YEYYY! Haha.

Been missing hime lately. The other day, when my mum called, I heard my cat mewing at the back. God,I miss torturing my cat. Lol.

Anyway, Papa came, and since the street at MC were packed with cars, I ended up sitting inside the car, still slurping on my Paddle Pop. And unfortunately for me, the HELP students just got back. So there was this one guy(read:adorable guy) who walked past my dad's car and just stared at my dad and then at me. Like the what-the-hell-are-you-doing-talking-to-strangers kinda look. And I just stared back. Then this morning, since it was raining, I ended up waiting for the bus at my block instead of at the curb in front of Block C. And guess who was there too?! The guy and I ended up staring at each other until he came up and asked me why did I went inside the Perdana yesterday. Tsk. But, nevermind la, at least got to know one more new friend kan?! Haha.

Speaking of cute guys(which is what I seem to be doing A LOT lately) while waiting for the RapidKL yesterday, saw the 8TV 4WD. Of course la I looked at it because it was like really bright what with all those orange colours they painted on it and the intersting graffittis and all. So, it wasn't my fault if the passenger happened to be a really cute guy right?

So, I stared at the car(because I didn't realise the cute guy sitting beside the driver) and when I looked up, saw the cute guy who happened to be looking my way. So he waved, and of course la I waved back.

Sze Yi :*upon seeing I waved back at the guy* Aiyo CT!

Me : What?! He waved, I wave back la. Besides, I was being polite.

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Anyway, today was quite fun for me at the very least. Fun because I wasn't sleepy. And I actually finished my Econs tutorial. YEYYY!

Mr Anthony : Why is it that nobody's answering? *referring to Pei Wen* Why only Pei Wen's answering

Me : I'm answering la sir! I gave the answers to Pei Wen. Isk.

Later, while showing us how to calculate the GDP, Mr Anthony made a boo boo. So, since I was out for revenge on him ;

Me : *loudly* SIR, SHOULDN'T THAT BE RM 20?!

Mr Anthony : Oh yeah. *after correcting the figure* Actually I was testing you only. I want to see if you actually pay attention to my lectures or not.

Me : Aih sir. Tak payah cover. Just admit la I'm correct. MBWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Yeah, sparring with your tutor is one of the best ways to keep you energised. Lol

Upon seeing I was staring at MY Marco(He caught me by surprise cause he just popped out of nowhere right behind me);

Mr Boo : OOOHHHHH!

I saw him, for less than 5 minutes. He was practically a metre away from me. No, we didn't touch, we didn't talk. But he smiled in my direction. And then what happened?!

I felt all woozy. I couldn't focus. I lost all sense of reality. My heart was pumping blood furiously. I nearly fainted. I got high, so high I can't come down. I didn't want to come down.

He's practically a stranger for goodness sake! But he can make my brains and my whole being go haywire just by showing up.

HEEelllppppp!

 

Mr Goh : I like TB12(My class) because the first time I saw you, you all looked very..

Balan : Cute.

Mr Goh : No. I was going to say friendly. Another class of mine, TB 6, the students are very cute

Balan : So, are you saying we're not cute sir?

Mr Goh : No, I didn't mean that. You're cute of course. But you are friendlier than you are cute.

Me : Fair enough.

Later, while discussing our English exercises ;

Mr Goh : Number 6. I wrote "pour". Any other answers?

Balan : You can pour rice meh? Pour is for liquid.

Me : Can la. In this case the rice are in ball form, easier to pour wert.

Balan : But pour is for LIQUID.

Mr Goh : Actually, I think you can use "pour". Pour is "melimpah" in Malay..right?

Balan : *looking at me* "Tuang" right?

Me : "Tuang". Yeah.

Balan : But sir, you can't POUR rice. It doesn't make sense.

Me : CAN LA! Tak pernah masak nasi ke?

Mr Boo : You people "gaduh", we go minum kopi dulu.

Haha. Well, safe to say English wasn't that boring today. Had a lot of fun chatting with Mr Goh. We actually sat down and talked. Of course Balan was cracking his stupid jokes. But it was fun. At least I wasn't nodding off.

Anyway, Daddy looked very smart today cause he was having his PSC presentation :

Me : Wahhh. Daddy so smart! What's your topic?

Daddy : Same as Mr Boo's.

Me : Pemalas!

Daddy : What?! He stole my topic.

Then, he took out his tie, there was a Tasmanian Devil on his tie.

Me : Wahh. CUTE!! Urm, the tie. Not you. Haha.

Then, I found out that Daddy is the only one who approves of my wandering eyes ;

Me : *to Bee Bee* Look behind. Cute guy.

Daddy : What? What?

Me : Nothing la daddy.

Daddy : *after a while* Ohhh! Actually, he's not that bad.

And later, saw anoher cute guy while on our way to PD006. Pointed out the guy to Bee Bee;

Daddy : Ish. My daughter ni.

Me : Wert? You also like that wert. Genetics. Haha.

And then, we found out that Daddy can be matured and responsible when he wants to ;

Me : Lets cross the road people.

Daddy : Wait. Walk a little bit more, then cross where the car stops. Safer.

Me : But there are no cars here wert.

Daddy : Yalah. But still, it's safer over there. You are my daughter kan. Must take care of you.

I'm spoiled. Lol.

Then, while walking back to MC, heard this car honking at US a few times. Turned behind...Mr Anthony.

He rolled down the window and laughed at us because we had to walk back to MC.

Me : Sir, I merajuk with you. We all merajuk with you. Monday, we're so going to ignore your lectures. Haha.

 

 

 

 

Patrick's officially not coming back.

*sob*

They couldn't mend him.

*wail*

But they gave me a new iPod.

Which I shall christen as Patrick II.

*claps*

Wen Qi asked for my help to tie his Bugs Bunny tie just now. And I went, CRAP! Do I even still remember how to tie a friggin' tie? It's like, what, nearly a year since I worn one?!

But, you know, some things just comes naturally to you. Though it felt weird having a piece of silky, satiny stripe of material around my neck. It was like putting on a noose. It's like I had forgotten the feel of wearing a tie..

Or the feel of putting on the maroon and white colours at 6.15am every morning. The feel of being in a class with about 40+ other students whom you know, each and everyone of them, by heart.

Don't get me wrong, Uni life is a lot of fun and well, it's time to move on. But you have to admit, no matter where you are, or who you're with, the memories of those who stuck with you for the last ten to eleven years of your life will forever be emblazoned in your brain..and your heart.

I miss my friends. I miss those people in school, the monkeys that are still stuck in school. Heck, I even miss every nook and cranny of MGS that I used to explore with my friends everytime we wanted to skip classes. Lol.

Sometimes, when I look at pictures of my seniors, home for their holidays, going out with their old friends, I wonder, will WE ever be like that in ten years time?! Now, yeah sure, everyone's asking about everyone else, but how long is it going to last really?!

One of my friends who left Malaysia a couple of years ago told me the reason she stopped informing us everytime she's back in Malaysia. She said she felt she was replaced. Before she left, everyone told her to keep in touch, friends always, and all those bull. But she could count on one hand, how many of US actually kept in touch with her. Then it hit me, how many of us out there actually mean those keep in touch, friends always bull?! I have to admit, I myself don't mean it most of the time. We say, "I'll miss you" because we're expected to, not because we want to.

What was once a promise of long lasting friendship has turned into a routine phrase don't you think?!

" Do not forget about your past, no matter how bitter it was. Cherish it for it  made you who you are today" - Mia

Thanks mate.

Ime : Kau ade harapan la.

Kelly : Eh Ct, you have hope! Unlike Xin Yi here

Xin Yi : Yeah! SEVEN YEARS! Tsk.

Hanna : Belum cube belum tau..

 

 

After last year, I don't know if I want to go through it again..

Kelly said it seems I have given up all hope. She said I stopped believing.

I think I am.