::..sAYinG It oUT LOuD..::

sacred_raven

Hey You,

How are YOU doing?!Not doing great here, really. YOU know, a lot of things on my mind, YOU included. Sorry for the way i've been acting lately, being distant and all. Lately, i can't help being extra cautious around YOU so much so that i can't be ME. Plus, i'm tired of being around YOU. There's always something about someone that YOU HAVE to notice. I'm sorry, but you are SO judgmental, it annoys me so!Hate to break it to YOU hun, but no one's perfect, not even YOU! I've tried distancing myself from YOU, but something AWLAYS pulls me back. Maybe it's the FEAR of losing a friend or maybe it's the FEAR of being judged by YOU, i don't know. I've been feeling so left out lately even when i'm right there in front of YOU. I don't get your jokes nor your stories anymore. Maybe it's me, maybe it's YOU. But right noe, i have to get away... I need to be around other people. I'll tell YOU when i'm coming back...Someday.

                                                                                -Tot-

sacred_raven

Have you ever felt like some friends are just great to hang around with and then there's the other bunch of friends you can just open up to?!

The best thing about the 1st kind is that you can always count on them to cheer you up..But you can't depend on jokes and laughter alone to make you feel better about life, about yourself.

You need the second kind of friends.

It's when you are with them, you start to realise what you've been missing all these years - their invaluable friendship- because you have been too busy gallivanting with the 1st kind of friends. And you only realise their existence when you are hit by a crisis or two.

It's when you are with them you realise that they have been cheering you up, making you feel better about yourself since forever. The difference is they don't heal your wounds with laughter or jokes. They do it with words, and encouraging smiles, and sometimes just by listening to you or even by ticking u off, which will definitely put you into a bad mood, but at the end of the day, it's what u want to hear.

To the two friends i talked to today.

I LOVE U!..

truly...