::..sAYinG It oUT LOuD..::

sacred_raven

i'v been getting much hardworking after trials..

i fink it's the aftermath of my sucky results..

sum kinda wake up call..

neways..

me:wut's zaman pra sejarah?!

ber:..erm..a zaman where ppl make sejarah?!

u c, she was reading form 4 text book too..but she wasn't paying attention i guess..

anyways, we, the sc2 students' hv been thrown unceremoniously into a class next to the staff room...usually, we'll end up beside sc1..but i guess, the teachers planned to separate the 2 classes, coz we're ALWAYS popping into each other's classes..heck, it's no fun w/out the sc1-ers around..

but the best thing bout being near to the staff room, is dat we dun hv to go far to look for tchas..but the downside's dat we can't really make dat much of noise..but so far, no reprimands-yet!...

but i hv to admit being on the 1st floor is kinda fun..

like on mon, we had this "opportunity" to laugh at the f1s...coz they were stuck under the pavillion bcoz it rained very heavily.n they cant rily move anywhere else...n it was kinda funney when the teachers hurried them to the corridors, they were screaming like littew babies..as if the rain was hurtig them or sumthing..they lookd like shepherded goats neways...ahahaha!

i'm off, yuppies!

so today, during physics, after finishing our work, losch n i started writing this letter using the classic malay language..n this is the result:

Ke hadapan kekanda tersayang,

                    Dinda di sini berdukacita kerna shabat dinda memulaukan dinda. Maka, dengan pilunya, dinda termenung keseorangan. Dinda terasa bagaikan langit sudah jatuh ke bumi. Sementelahan pula, dinda enggan bersantap mahupun bersemayam. Hatta, dinda bersiram pun tidak basah.

                    Dengan ini, dinda ingin mengundurkan diri sebelum dinda membebankan kekanda. Dinda hanya ingin meluahkan perasaan inda yang sedang gundah gulana ini.

                                                                               Ikhlas daripada,

                                                                                Dinda tersayang.

n since i've been disturbing ej all day, i decided to give this letter to her...this is her reply(in blue):

Ke hadapan kekanda tersayang,(dah kat depan dah ni)

                    Dinda di sini berdukacita kerna sahabat dinda memulaukan dinda. Maka, dengan pilunya, dinda termenung keseorangan. Dinda terasa bagaikan langit(ketujuh) sudah jatuh ke bumi. Sementelahan pula, dinda tidak lalu bersantap(dah engkau puase)mahupun bersemayam. Hatta, dinda bersiram pun tidak basah(dah engkau pakai baju kalis air).

                   Dengan ini dinda ingin mengundurkan diri sebelum dinda membebankan kekanda. Dinda hanya ingin meluahkan perasaan dinda yang sedang gundah gulana ini.

                                                                     Ikhlas daripada,

                                                                     Dinda tersayang.

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i heard daniel powter's bad day in school today...that song made my day!

i cud soooooooo kiss the deejays today..but i won't, of coz...

sacred_raven

ber n i came to the conclusion dat..

sum f4 gals' r intelligently rude<----- compliment, here!

sum f3 gals r plain rude..

sum f2 gals r obliviously rude<------ sum of them dun talk to us, juz bcoz they're scared..

sum f1 gals..or moz of them actually..r juz obnoxiously rude!

so, there!

i'm off to do sumthing..

hv a nice, sweet, saturday, yuppies!

sacred_raven

if i canbestow ne powers on anyone, i will bestow psychic ability on certain ppl...n mebbe on myself too..

if u happen to look up the word "frustrated" in the dictionary...

dun be surprised to find my pic next to it...

sacred_raven

U c, usually i'm able to control my emotions.I hide them well. I don't let ppl c me bawl my eyes out. The only emotion i let my friends c, is usually,anger.

I pride myself in being emotionally strong,most of the time.And yet i felt so vulnerable yesterday.So inferior. And maybe i still am..I dunno..

Usually, i'm strong. Self - confidence?! Very High or quite high at the very least.

But mention one particular name...and i start to crumble.

Pathetic eh?!..Tell me about it.

sacred_raven

so, i cleaned my room yesterday...like, reeeallllyyyy cleaned..whish is saying sumthing coz i luv clutter...when i finished, i had like these 2 heeuugggeee black plastic bags..n around 4 small plastic bags

i think my sis will be posting piccies of our junks..well my junks mostly sumtime soon on her blog...

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i already miss the fjunior prefs' speshly the f4s n a few of the f3s..it's kinda weird waking up in the morning n thinking dat u shud be at this place n u're not..

n i keep looking at my books n realising dat after spm, i actually get to throw them away..

lame, i noe..but it's juz weird to noe dat next yr, i dun hv to wake up at 6 am nemore...n when i do go to school to visit the monkeys(not an insult but a term of endearment)..i actually hv to wear the visitor's pass..

n my friends...i dun think i'll miss the comebanks dat badly..sumhow i noe dat whereva we r, we WILL b in touch...but the othas, god noes..

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on a happier note,westlife's nu alb's coming out tomoro!..so, it shud be in stores here in m'sia latest by next week..i'll be hitting the stores then!...

n i saw their clip for u raise me up..

n as usual,mark looks gorgeous..